Hi there...is somebody here?
It's okay...I'm not hoping that there will be a reader as this blog was created for me to place my own story...plus am using secret identity which make me easier to say things freely without consent to hurt anybody's feeling especially peoples who know me. Easier right? But if there is, am happy to share with you..
I'm not in a good feeling today. Sad, hurts, tired, puzzled...why? Hmm...there was an argument between me and M yesterday. It was my fault to hurt M with the way I addressed M. That was my second time addressed M like that as M seems like not listening to what I said. But it seems like I talked too much which annoyed M, plus the way I addresses M made him much hurt. Yea it was my fault... I just 'pasrah' with the lecture...
But...
My tears started to fall down when M said I always talk too much till sometime M prays that I'll stop talking...Oh...I didn't know that I annoyed people that much...
The drops went out faster when M said something bout my family...the word M used addressing my family hurts me badly. Yes I know they did wrong to M, they did wrong to me...they made mistake which hurts us a lot. But they're still my family..especially the person who gave me birth..without she I wouldn't be here...how bad she is she was the one who provides me living before, she cooked for me, she raised me with good home, food and education till I am who I am now..so it hurt me when people addressed something bad to her..I didn't know that all this while M was not comfortable when I'm talking bout them. M once said M don't mind if I want to talk about my family and that is why I did, and it is not because I want to praise them in front of M, but I missed my family...It is not that I am not happy with M, but family is still family..was living with them for 26 years. How could I not to miss them?
New lessons;
1. Not to addressed M as what I did yesterday anymore..not once.
2. Not to be talkative...let just say it here. Nobody will get annoyed. Only whom interested to read, you are welcome :).
3. Not to talk to M about my family unless to inform M anything important.
It's okay...I'm not hoping that there will be a reader as this blog was created for me to place my own story...plus am using secret identity which make me easier to say things freely without consent to hurt anybody's feeling especially peoples who know me. Easier right? But if there is, am happy to share with you..
I'm not in a good feeling today. Sad, hurts, tired, puzzled...why? Hmm...there was an argument between me and M yesterday. It was my fault to hurt M with the way I addressed M. That was my second time addressed M like that as M seems like not listening to what I said. But it seems like I talked too much which annoyed M, plus the way I addresses M made him much hurt. Yea it was my fault... I just 'pasrah' with the lecture...
But...
My tears started to fall down when M said I always talk too much till sometime M prays that I'll stop talking...Oh...I didn't know that I annoyed people that much...
The drops went out faster when M said something bout my family...the word M used addressing my family hurts me badly. Yes I know they did wrong to M, they did wrong to me...they made mistake which hurts us a lot. But they're still my family..especially the person who gave me birth..without she I wouldn't be here...how bad she is she was the one who provides me living before, she cooked for me, she raised me with good home, food and education till I am who I am now..so it hurt me when people addressed something bad to her..I didn't know that all this while M was not comfortable when I'm talking bout them. M once said M don't mind if I want to talk about my family and that is why I did, and it is not because I want to praise them in front of M, but I missed my family...It is not that I am not happy with M, but family is still family..was living with them for 26 years. How could I not to miss them?
New lessons;
1. Not to addressed M as what I did yesterday anymore..not once.
2. Not to be talkative...let just say it here. Nobody will get annoyed. Only whom interested to read, you are welcome :).
3. Not to talk to M about my family unless to inform M anything important.
